Posted by: angelnotes | May 15, 2020

A Trapped Mind

For the past two months, I have felt trapped.  Trapped by the law, trapped by my family, trapped by home, trapped by my work, trapped by body, trapped by my thoughts.

On top of dealing with duties of family, I had taken on a another duty…church.  I had to find a way to get the message out with our pastor.  I will be honest…it was difficult.  First getting the process together in a way that is safest and lawful with the understanding that my pastor did not have the technology.  Ironically, that was the easiest part of this.  What was most difficult were the outside opinions.  Let me tell you, I was angry and extremely frustrated.  With that being said, it worked out.

At some point in time, between home, family, work, and church, I felt trapped.  Even more, I felt lost.  I’m not going to lie – I still do.  Along with that, there were so many church members, Facebook posts, ministries…etc. constantly saying – “This is the perfect time for you to make time for God and His Word.”  True – However, all I was thinking was when? how? On top of it, I was…am so overwhelmed.  So add to that guilt.

What did I do? I sunk lower.  I admit it.  BUT I began personal Bible Studies via Bible Study applications.  Trust, Anger, Depression.  With that I allowed the Lord to work on my heart.  First place I started was Psalm 91:

1 Whoever dwells in the shelter of the Most High
    will rest in the shadow of the Almighty.[a]
I will say of the Lord, “He is my refuge and my fortress,
    my God, in whom I trust.”

Surely he will save you
    from the fowler’s snare
    and from the deadly pestilence.
He will cover you with his feathers,
    and under his wings you will find refuge;
    his faithfulness will be your shield and rampart.
You will not fear the terror of night,
    nor the arrow that flies by day,
nor the pestilence that stalks in the darkness,
    nor the plague that destroys at midday.
A thousand may fall at your side,
    ten thousand at your right hand,
    but it will not come near you.
You will only observe with your eyes
    and see the punishment of the wicked.

If you say, “The Lord is my refuge,”
    and you make the Most High your dwelling,
10 no harm will overtake you,
    no disaster will come near your tent.
11 For he will command his angels concerning you
    to guard you in all your ways;
12 they will lift you up in their hands,
    so that you will not strike your foot against a stone.
13 You will tread on the lion and the cobra;
    you will trample the great lion and the serpent.

14 “Because he[b] loves me,” says the Lord, “I will rescue him;
    I will protect him, for he acknowledges my name.
15 He will call on me, and I will answer him;
    I will be with him in trouble,
    I will deliver him and honor him.
16 With long life I will satisfy him
    and show him my salvation.”

I needed that reminder that no matter what the Lord is there.  He is keeping me safe.  He is watching over me.  He is my salvation.

Next, 1 Peter 2:6:

For in Scripture it says: “See I lay a stone in Zion, a chosen and precious cornerstone, and the one who trusts in Him will never be put to shame.”  In some translated to “never be disappointed.”  This taught me to say, “Lord, in this situation, I trust you and rest on your promises that I would never be disappointed.”

So with this, I give you this challenge…Take your fears, your worries, your frustrations, anything that holds you down and TRUST THE LORD.  You will not be disappointed.

Posted by: angelnotes | October 20, 2019

Unwelcome Distractions

Too often life gets in the way.  Guess what?  I did for me.  I got caught up in work.  I got caught in home.  I got caught up in drama with the kids.  I got caught up in politics.  At the end of the day, I didn’t do what I called myself doing.  That is putting God first.  That is getting and spreading the word.

When we get caught up in our own lives, we begin to ignore the urgency of other’s lives.  That urgency is helping others come to the Lord.  That is to be our most great commission.  Truthfully, the Lord above gave me this talent of writing.  What have I done, I have allowed myself to get caught up.  I am so focused on getting my family together and on track.  Getting my work together and on track.  Getting my money together and on track.  I lost getting HIS work on me, in me, and through me on track.

We need to focus on what spreading His work through our words, through our gifts, through our lives.  No! It is not about us.  It is about HIM.  Learning to understand what it means in HIS WORD to deny ourselves.

Luke 9:23 Then he said to them all: “Whoever wants to be my disciple must deny themselves and take up their cross daily and follow me.

We as believers and followers of Yeshua Jesus need to deny ourselves.  Deny the ME.  It is so hard not to do when you have so much being thrown at you.  When life gets in the way…

We only deny ourselves a few hours a week when we go to church or read our devotions.  We need to deny ourselves and follow HIM.

Matthew 6:33 But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well.

Seek FIRST HIS KINGDOM, and HE will give you and take care of the rest.

Let’s pray for others brothers and sisters.  We live in a world that so much is coming at us that we are forgetting our most important relationship.  Let us come together.

Till Next time.  May the Lord Bless you and Keep you.

Posted by: angelnotes | May 24, 2019

Pro Choice: The deception of choice

I try to stay away from political topics.  I also try to be empathetic on the issue of abortion.  The rights the wrongs the deception…  The most deceptive thing about the subject is that no one has a right to tell a woman what she can do with her body. And you know what?  They are right.  No one has a right a to tell you what to do with your body.    If you want to cut off your pinkie toe or tattoo your armpit.  Who cares?  Seriously!  Here are some truths!

  • It’s not your body.  It’s someone else’s body that is being crushed
  • It’s not your body. It’s someone else’s head being crushed
  • It’s not your body. It’s someone else’s body being vacuumed out bit by bit.
  • It’s not your body.  It’s someone else’s body that feels the pain.
  • It’s not your body.  It’s someone else’s body that is fighting for it’s life.

Clump of cells?  We are all a clump of cells.  Every organic being be it plant or animal is a clump of cells.  Well organized meant for a purpose clump of cells.

Parasite?  A parasite takes over your body.  Your body does not accommodate itself for the parasite to grow.  A baby?  Your body prepares itself monthly for that baby.  When the baby is developing, your body does everything it can to ensure that baby’s survival.

More truth?

  • What about rape or incest?  That accounts for approximately 1% of pregnancies.
  • A pregnancy test is often given
  • Insemination chances greatly decreases due to the trauma of the experience
  • While it does happen as the result of a heinous circumstance, are we really going to say that someone has to die or does not deserve to live while in most cases the perpetrator lives his life whether in prison or outside of prison.

Food for thought…

  • What great people are we missing out on knowing?
  • What new inventions that would have made the world a better place are we missing out on?
  • This is slow genocide
  • Women of color (African Americans and Hispanic Americans) account for  less than 30% of ALL female populations and account for more than 50% of the ALL abortions.
  • So they are creating means of who lives on and who dies out.
  • Lastly, who says they are not going to change the meaning of abortion.
    • Who says abortion will not be allowed for the very young, the elderly, the disabled?
    • Who says who’s next?

Here’s what we should do…

  • First and foremost, love the woman that has had or is contemplating an abortion
  • Bring all people involved to the Lord in prayer because the Lord is all powerful
  • Stand strong and resist apathy
  • Work hard to get the truth out and STOP abortion.
  • Be prepared for questions:
    • Here’s one: What do we do when the abortions go back to backyard coat hangers.  You can use this story.  My grandmother was going to have one of those back in the day.  She went with her friend.  Her friend went first.  All my grandmother heard were the blood curdling screams of her friend going through this awful experience.  My grandmother ran as fast as she could.  She was pregnant with my mother. Move that into today’s time with cell phones and social media…guess what’s not going to happen or will happen few and far between.

Are you thinking about abortion?  Yes, you’re scared.  Yes your life will change.  Yes your life will be harder.  Yes, it will cost a lot of money.  Yes, you may lose a lot – time, money, family, dignity.  Here’s what you gain:

  • A gift from God
  • Unconditional love
  • Kisses and hugs just because
  • A chance to be a superhero, doctor, cheerleader, teacher, and so much more
  • Priceless gifts made of styrofoam and paper
  • A look at life through new eyes.
  • Sorry about the teenage years.  HAHAHAH

You may be asking what are my choices?

  • First and foremost, close your legs and zip up your pants.  Wait till you are married to the person you’re meant to be with.  It does happen folks.  That is my biggest regret.
  • Protect yourself – this is not 100% – Did I tell you above is the best choice.
  • If you do get pregnant, adoption.  Abortion will make you feel worse than if you just deal with the nine months and adopt the baby out.  There are many couples waiting.
  • Keep the baby.  It’s worth it all.

Here is the most important thing you need to remember.  The Lord loves you no matter what.  Are you pregnant?  or did you have an abortion?  The Lord loves you anyway.  Come to Him.  Accept the Lord Jesus into your heart. Repent and mean it.  He will take the pain that you experiencing and walk with you and give you strength.  Jesus Christ Yeshua Ha’Maschiach died for you and rose again that you may be with Him.  He will forgive you if you ask.  We are all sinners.  We ALL do not deserve His grace but it is there for all of us. Ask Him. Go to Him.


Posted by: angelnotes | March 19, 2019

Be Still and Know He is God

You know. When I heard this, I thought of the quiet relief that i should be still and know that He is God. In the depression and anguish, I should be still and know He is God. The God of Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob is God. The truth is that YES, in fact He is God. He is the God that created the heavens and the earth. He is the God that brought Isra’el out of the land of Egypt. He is the God that parted the Nile. He is the God that destroyed Sodom and Gomorrah. He is the God that was in the fire with Shadrach, Mischach, and Abeddnego. He is the God that shut the mouth of the lions. He is the God that was born in a manger in Bethlehem. He is the God that healed the sick and rose the dead. He is the God that died for us. He is the God that rose from the dead. He is the God that Paul met on the way to Damascus. He is the God that many Christians die for. He is the God that promises to save us from our sins. He is the God that will bring us a new heaven and a new earth. What can my God do that your god cannot do? Everything. So you see my friends, be still and know HE IS GOD.

Posted by: angelnotes | January 22, 2019

American Persecution

I look across the world today and see how our fellow believers are persecuted.  They  are beaten to death, burned to death, beheaded, disfigured, threatened, and many many other horrific things.  It makes me thankful that I am able to be a believer in Christ here in America.  There is still the question of “Are Christians persecuted here in America?”.  The answer is “YES!”  Sure, we’re made fun of, insulted, belittled.  On that note, who really cares as long as we are free to make that stand. Still, we don’t recognize how deep the persecution is.  While there are still some elements of physical persecution and martydom such as Columbine and other tragedies that you don’t hear about that much, American persecution is much deeper. In fact it’s much darker as well.  It’s emotional.  It’s psychological.  It’s spiritual.  People in church trolling other believers that don’t fit the mold or disagreements and causing division.  Supposed Christian leaders getting caught up in scandals.  Radicals acting ungodly in the name of God while more radical religions are now being seen as more friendly.  And of course the media and entertainment through shame and desensitization.

Look, the Lord Jesus had said in His Word that we would be hated.  The question is what are we doing about it.  Are we doing everything we can to still take a stand regardless of everything?  Are we willing to sacrifice everything?  Jesus said take up your cross and follow Him.  He told the rich man to sell everything and follow Him.  Here in America it is so much more difficult isn’t it?  Our ears and eyes are being titillated with sights and sounds that make us question our belief.  We have such a craving to belong in a world that will never accept us.  We, including me, need to remember that Yeshua said that HE has overcome the world.  HE is OUR SAVIOR.

So ask yourself, what does this world really give you?  Truth?  NOTHING.  This world takes.  It takes your innocence, it takes your time, it takes your mind, it takes your soul.  This world does not want you to be truly happy.  The Lord does.  Your happiness makes HIM happy.  Do you realize that? Think of it this way.  Your kids get mad at you.  They think you want to steal their fun.  You, as a parent know, what’s down the road and you want them happy.  You love them so much that that’s what you want for them.  Their happiness, their success, their joy, their love.  Think about it how much love you have for someone.  What do you want for them?

Face it.  We are being and are going to be persecuted as followers of Jesus.  What are we going to do to withstand that persecution?  Truth, our Savior went to the cross – the most brutal form of death FOR ALL OF US.  He died.  With all of His Power and Might and Love.  He laid down HIS life for US.  What can we do in return?  He only asks for one thing – Stand with Him, Love Him, Trust Him.  Hey He did all the work.

Are you feeling overwhelmed?  Call out to Him.  He still says cast all your cares upon Him for HE CARES FOR YOU!!!!

There’s a Bible app called Through the Word.  You can download it on your phone.  It’s a great start to get to know God and who HE is.  Go on YouTube and listen testimonies of those that dropped everything to follow Jesus and how they have no regret even under persecution and rejection because they know HIM and who HE is.  Listen to Steven Bancarz, Nabeel Querishi (who is no longer with us), David Wood, the ONE FOR ISRAEL channel.

May the Lord bless you and keep you.  May the Lord make His face shine upon you.

Still feeling down.  Psalms 23, 91, and 92.  Come as you are.

Posted by: angelnotes | October 15, 2018

Last Chance

So, how many times do you say no to God? How many times would you say no to His free gift? Free? Really? Or do you think you will figure it out? Or that there are many ways? If so, tell me this…if we can work our way what was the point of the crucifixion? Why did Jesus come at one of the most brutal times in history instead of a time in history when death was merciful or even why die at all?

Does that really make sense? Isn’t much simpler to accept Him? Isn’t much simpler to accept His gift of love and salvation? And guess what? When you love someone, you usually want to do your best by them and be the best you can be for them.

So just do it. You can say the prayer of salvation. Remember it’s not the prayer that saves you. It’s the meaning behind the prayer. Come to His Kingdom. I’m talking to all of you.

Love in Christ

Till next time

Posted by: angelnotes | July 2, 2018

Why Jesus? Is He Real?

There are so many things out there that about Jesus and whether or not He existed and whether or not He is the only way to God.  Honestly, it’s really frustrating.  Okay, it’s irritating.  Why?  Because He is Jesus the Messiah,  Jesus the Savior, Jesus the Creator.  That has been proven over and over and over. So here goes:

Did a man named Jesus exist? Of course He did.  Many who have tried to take the time and not make fun of their research have found this is absolutely true.  It is important that you are well informed.  Unfortunately, the more famous ones such as Josephus and Tacitus who did not even believe in Jesus as the Messiah are being debunked.  I have never heard of a historian be debunked.  However, there are non historian sources as well from scholars.  Why wouldn’t those be included?  Did only historians write about Columbus and George Washington?  I challenge you to watch “A Case for Christ”.  Watch it often.

Also, do not be afraid to use Biblical sources.  People try to say that the Bible should be discounted.  Not only did the disciples and his followers write about someone they knew, but also wrote within the same generation of His existence.  So why should they be discounted.

  • Matthew – a Tax Collector – one of the 12. You can tell this is true by how he wrote the book of Matthew.  It was detailed and very statistical.
  • Mark – a Follower – he grew up under Jesus’ teachings.  It is believed that he began following Jesus at an early age. He is a witness of Jesus’ ministry from a “crowd” perspective
  • Luke – a physician – another follower and obviously an intellect.  Like Matthew, you can tell this is true by how he wrote the book of Luke.
  • John – a fisherman – one of the 12.  In fact his closest one.  John was known as the beloved.  He was there.  If you wrote about someone you loved, wouldn’t you want to make sure the truth about their life was spoken?

So we have 4 different people who had 4 different relationships with Jesus.  Yes, even though Matthew and John were apostles, I’m sure their relationships were different.  Even we have different relationships with our friends that we are close with.  These books coincide with each other based on those perspectives.  They do not differ.

Another Biblical author who should in no way be discounted is Paul.  Paul was a true scholar, an attorney, a Pharisee.  Even more, he hated Jesus and his followers.  He had a pretty good life.  He dropped everything and I mean everything to follow Jesus.  He risked his life to follow Jesus.  In fact, all of Jesus’ apostles and many followers risked everything including torture to follow this man Jesus.

To say Jesus does not exist is to say these men do not exist.

Did you know that Jesus was spoken about in the Old Testament?    Here are just a few:

Born in Bethlehem the City of David – Micah 5:2

  • But thou, Beth-lehem Ephratah, though thou be little among the thousands of Judah, yet out of thee shall he come forth unto me that is to be ruler in Israel; whose goings forth have been from of old, from everlasting.

Born of a virgin – Isaiah 7:15

  • Therefore the Lord himself shall give you a sign; Behold, a virgin shall conceive, and bear a son, and shall call his name Immanuel.

From the line of David – II Samuel 7:12-16

  • 12 And when thy days be fulfilled, and thou shalt sleep with thy fathers, I will set up thy seed after thee, which shall proceed out of thy bowels, and I will establish his kingdom.

    13 He shall build an house for my name, and I will stablish the throne of his kingdom for ever.

    14 I will be his father, and he shall be my son. If he commit iniquity, I will chasten him with the rod of men, and with the stripes of the children of men:

    15 But my mercy shall not depart away from him, as I took it from Saul, whom I put away before thee.

    16 And thine house and thy kingdom shall be established for ever before thee: thy throne shall be established for ever.

Seed of a woman – Genesis 3:15 – (men carry the seed)

  • And I will put enmity between thee and the woman, and between thy seed and her seed; it shall bruise thy head, and thou shalt bruise his heel.

Healer – Isaiah 35:5-6

  • Then the eyes of the blind shall be opened, and the ears of the deaf shall be unstopped.

    Then shall the lame man leap as an hart, and the tongue of the dumb sing: for in the wilderness shall waters break out, and streams in the desert.

There are over 300 prophecies about Jesus our Savior.  The likelihood of just these few being fulfilled is extremely high especially because these are different men from different times from different backgrounds.

This last thing I’m going to approach quickly.  Many of our young people try to follow the zeitgeist theory of how Jesus was same as many ancient mythical gods.  First of all, zeitgeist has been debunked so often that they had to remake it.  And it only approaches a few things about Jesus – born of virgin and Son of God.

Know Jesus.  Know who He is.  Ask Him to show Himself to you.  He absolutely will.  Study His word.  And don’t let a few people on Google or YouTube tell you.  YOU find out for yourself.  Whether or not you listen is up to you.  I pray wholeheartedly that you will.


Posted by: angelnotes | May 28, 2018

Precedence of the Lamb

April 1st the celebrated day of Yeshua’s Resurrection.  We need to celebrate Yeshua DAILY.  Personally, because of its Pagan origins I do not celebrate.  However, I do celebrate Passover.  Why?  Because the Passover is the precedence of our salvation.

Let’s look in Exodus at the original Passover:

Exodus 12 

1And the Lord spake unto Moses and Aaron in the land of Egypt saying,

This month shall be unto you the beginning of months: it shall be the first month of the year to you.

Speak ye unto all the congregation of Israel, saying, In the tenth day of this month they shall take to them every man a lamb, according to the house of their fathers, a lamb for an house:

And if the household be too little for the lamb, let him and his neighbour next unto his house take it according to the number of the souls; every man according to his eating shall make your count for the lamb.

Your lamb shall be without blemish, a male of the first year: ye shall take it out from the sheep, or from the goats:

And ye shall keep it up until the fourteenth day of the same month: and the whole assembly of the congregation of Israel shall kill it in the evening.

And they shall take of the blood, and strike it on the two side posts and on the upper door post of the houses, wherein they shall eat it.


12 For I will pass through the land of Egypt this night, and will smite all the firstborn in the land of Egypt, both man and beast; and against all the gods of Egypt I will execute judgment: I am the Lord.

13 And the blood shall be to you for a token upon the houses where ye are: and when I see the blood, I will pass over you, and the plague shall not be upon you to destroy you, when I smite the land of Egypt.

14 And this day shall be unto you for a memorial; and ye shall keep it a feast to the Lord throughout your generations; ye shall keep it a feast by an ordinance for ever.

What is one of the names of you Yeshua (Jesus)?  The Lamb of God.  John the Baptist in John 1 calls Him that:

29 The next day John seeth Jesus coming unto him, and saith, Behold the Lamb of God, which taketh away the sin of the world.

30 This is he of whom I said, After me cometh a man which is preferred before me: for he was before me.

31 And I knew him not: but that he should be made manifest to Israel, therefore am I come baptizing with water.

32 And John bare record, saying, I saw the Spirit descending from heaven like a dove, and it abode upon him.

33 And I knew him not: but he that sent me to baptize with water, the same said unto me, Upon whom thou shalt see the Spirit descending, and remaining on him, the same is he which baptizeth with the Holy Ghost.

34 And I saw, and bare record that this is the Son of God.

35 Again the next day after John stood, and two of his disciples;

36 And looking upon Jesus as he walked, he saith, Behold the Lamb of God!

So how is this the same?

Yeshua came to earth as the sacrificial Lamb and shed His blood to be placed on the door of our hearts so that what we may live.  When we accept Him in our hearts and believe on Him with our whole heart we are covered under His Blood.  Our doors are painted.  I am sure many have noticed how the celebrated resurrection often come at the same time as Passover.  While I recommend that you look at how you celebrate, I’m not going to argue about your celebrating His coming and His resurrection.  You’re celebrating Him and that is the most important thing you can do.  Celebrate Him everyday, every moment, every second.  You don’t need a designated day to do that.

Last thing I want to state is that God does not flip the script.  There are many precedences set throughout the Bible that shows God’s plan for our salvation.  Yeshua fulfilled those promises.  Come to Him…Call out to Him.  Let Him paint the door of your heart so that you can live.

Posted by: angelnotes | March 4, 2018

Uninvited Thoughts

For several days, I have been having horrible thoughts about my past.  I have been consumed with things that I’ve done wrong, embarrassments, hurtful acts, etc.  In fact, it was consuming my head so bad that I have had many sleepless nights and a heaviness that had weighed me down deep.  So deep that I felt as though my chest would burst.

It would also happen to me while driving.  All I could think about were the laughs, the people I might have hurt and the people who may have hurt me.  I asked the Lord to please forgive me.  I found myself constantly asking for forgiveness.  Before I lay down to sleep, I asked the Lord to clear my head for the night…to relieve the oppression, depression, worry, anger, contempt, etc.  I would have a good night sleep only for it to happen the next day.

I kept wondering what did I invite in my life for this kind of attack.  This morning, I woke up.  My mother looked at me and asked me if I was okay.  I told her what was going on.  She reminded me that I was covered under the blood.  The enemy has no power over me but would continue to attack.  She told me that the blood was my protection…like at Passover (next blog).

So, I prayed in matchless name of Yeshua.  I asked the Lord to rebuke the evil and the attack of the enemy.  I stated that I am covered under the blood of my Savior Yeshua Hamashiach (Jesus the Messiah) that the enemy has no power over me because I belong to Him.  Instantly, my head cleared.  Instantly, the heaviness on my body lifted.  It was a relief.

So don’t let the enemy weigh you down.  You are a threat.  You are covered by the blood so that you can be as white as snow.

If you are not, invite Yeshua into your heart and claim the power of the His Blood and His Resurrection.  Let His Spirit fill you so that oppression, depression, doubt, darkness can be removed.  As a result, you will never be alone and you have a Someone with you to protect you.  The enemy will make you feel like you’ve been deserted.  The Lord will never leave you or forsake.  That is His promise.  Keep reminding yourself that the enemy has no power over you.

Till next time and Thanks Mom for reminding me of what you and Dad taught me.

Posted by: angelnotes | February 3, 2018

Oppression and Generational Curses

When you give your life over to the Lord, when you accept Yeshua as your personal Lord and Savior, you become the enemy.  You become the target.

Ephesians 6:12 For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places.

Don’t get me wrong, we were always the target, but prior to salvation there is possession and oppression of the dark evil forces of this world.  Losing you to the Almighty Father and His Son Yeshua makes your a target to get the possession back.  Too often the oppression continues and gets stronger so that the possession can be taken back.

First and foremost, let me state that possession can never be taken back if you’ve truly given yourself over to Him.  That just means the oppression will double.  Too often it’s whatever evil that had oppressed you in the first place.  Oftentimes, it’s a spirit that has been linked to your family for generations.  That spirit thinks it can claim ownership on your line – you, your parents, your grandparents, and so own.

I’m not only talking about the daily oppression of worry, doubt, anger, depression, which are included, I’m talking a deeper oppression.  You see my great great grandmother and great grandmother practiced the dark arts.  They talked to the dead and performed rituals.  Have I seen it? No, am I attacked?  Absolutely.  I have given my life over to the Lord.  Am I still being attacked?  Absolutely.

Sometimes, that spirit is such a part of you that it seems like your friend.  Seems like your best friend because it does not want to leave.  For years, I thought something was wrong with me.  I thought I was going nuts.  I always heard things inside my head that wasn’t me.  That thing was pretending to be my friend.  That thing was pretending to help me get myself out of desperate situations.  That thing was pretending to help me get me through my loneliness.  That thing had me believing that I was something that I wasn’t.  That thing had me opening my eyes to things I should never see and experience.

So what did I do?  I confided in a friend what was happening to me and she told me about spiritual oppression and generational curses.  She said pray to the Lord to remove those spirits and break that curse.  I got down on my knees with tears and asked the Lord to remove this oppression and break this curse.  What happened next?  I had this hole in my life.  This hole of loneliness.  This hole of emptiness.  I was so depressed that I didn’t know to do.  I just knew that I couldn’t allow whatever it is back in.  I talked to my friend the following week and she told me that I needed to ask the Lord to fill it up and make me whole.  Simple huh?  I thought the Lord was already there. hahaha  So I asked the Lord to fill up that hole and seal it with Him and His Spirit the Ruach Hakodesh (Hebrew for Holy Spirit).  Look, I’ve done things that I am so ashamed of and keep remembering it till this day.

You see Satan will attack you with everything he has, whether you belong to the Lord or not.  He will attack you through temptation.  He will attack you with promises of power.  He will attack you with promises to feel good.  He will even attack you with supposed love.  Call on the Lord.  Call on His Son.  Come to Him.  Ask Him to remove the oppression…ask Him to break the curse…ask Him to the rebuke the evil that is attacking you…ask Him to surround you and keep you safe…ask Him to fill you up and be Lord of your life.

Revelation 3:20 BeholdI stand at the door, and knock: if any man hear my voice, and open the doorI will come in to him, and will sup with him, and he with me.

Romans 8:31 What shall we then say to these things? If God be for us, who can be against us

You’re not alone my brothers and sisters.  With Love until next time.

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